Moving towards chaos

Unlike Dolly Levi, I've NOT always been a person who arranges things. And what have I come to when so much of my life is consumed with medical issues and home owning issues? So now, I must re-arrange the kitchen to install a new floor. The new floor will be wonderful, but the path there I don't want to live through. Rather like my prostatectomy: glad to live through it and be cancer free, but quite worrisome and difficult to get through. A new kitchen floor won't be especially difficult for me. It will just consume more time and energy than I want it to. Arranging things is never high on my list of enjoyable activities. When it is forced and the results are a disaster anyway, as will be the temporary arrangements I'll have to live through to install a new kitchen floor, the prospects cannot seem in any way pleasant. It is difficult to summon the determination to do what needs to be done. None the less, Chaos, here I come! at least for a while!! I think I am going to have to give up summer home improvement projects!!! But I'll bet the Great Mover might not necessarily acquiesce to my preferences. So, move and arrange, I must. How will I ever recharge among the chaos? Ignore it!!!